Jnana Hodson

 

 

 

 

    Crossing XXXVI

     

    A green-streaked sentry flanked by thistles

    on every town common is more explicit

    than any boom box. Please, my darling, please

    don’t let carnal memories expire between us.

     

    I set forth at a disadvantage.

    Ribbons of baby oil. Snaking Chinese dragons.

    One flesh, lagoons. Trembling like the wind

    in shrubs and flowers. You chained

     

    criticism on my Academy of St. Martin

    in the wallpaper, provoking blatant spice factory

    peppers and cinnamon misrepresentations

    of common logic, as if you were running for office.

     

    Without proper camouflage, there’s nothing to repulse

    destitution overtaking military-issue fortifications.

     

     

     

     

    Crossing XXXVII

     

    Please don’t panic. Bullfrogs are crooning,

    thanks to you, and I am misled

    in directions to the Garden State Parkway.

     

    Oh, my darling, we are blown grain by grain

    toward ignition each time you intone

    sonorous folksongs or decisions I’ve come to regret.

     

    At last, swallowing how terrifying it must be

    to awaken in one day no longer a girl but a woman,

    I accept your tearful morning phone call to Brooklyn.

     

    Against all odds, you punt me into

    another prolonged stretch of involuntary celibacy.

    We vowed we would never resemble our parents.

     

    Once I believed our compassion was absolute and original.

    How could I have disregarded all the ways

    hand-woven Irish linen curtains obscure lusting?