Paul Murphy

Paul Murphy

 

 

 

 

Dostoevsky sin Perro

 

Stay away from me half a dick... (Old Muscovite saying)

 

Welcome to Moscow we have many madmen

And, luckily, you might say are of former significance.

No one wants this city except for sitcom repros

Of the Classics. remember Raskolnikov?

I am the doppelganger shadow, double, that sat

Up half the night in your room in your arms, wept.

Remember Mr Marmalade? I have his gilt-edged

Snot-picking knife and embroidered toupee,

His phial of cyanide. Remember Leon Trotsky?

He was reconstructed in our finest Hotel,

The Hotel Grace Kelly right beside the former hostel

Red Star.  His mummy is dilapidated, everyone

Thinks it stinks, putrid, rank with memories, piss-stained.

With the past, reeking of history.  Doestoevsky sans perro

He said, 'I met many wild asses in Switzerland, many wild asses.

 

I was never interested in Winter sports, and the whores in

Sils-Maria were not amusing.  I always headed to the gambling

Dens.  For this I have sentenced the human race to decide

To love or hate my Crime and Punishment.’

Endless hashes of Russian madmen, vodka-breathed,

Like Visarrion, our Siberian Jesus, leering, epileptic, visionary.